::............... inhabit corners.::

proxemics is the study of how people interact with and relate to the inanamate objects in the spaces they inhabit. relationship proxemics is anthrobabble applied to my life.
:: talk to me:my corner: book reviews(fixed, so click here!):my list collection::
[::..just me..::]
[::penguin from suse::]
[::..there are some seriously weird things online, other than me darn it, check out some of the more intersting ones..::]
:: freebozz electric - yeah zork!::
::info and petition about the armenian genocide. my brother pointed this out ::
:: the spark, take quizes, waste time, and read about some really weird experiments. very cool excpet for the gender quiz which called me a guy::
::stick figure death theatre recomended by movie steve::
:: this guy is selling imortality for free. creepy fun ::
:: gag gifts such as toxic waste candy are found here::
:: the fun stuff that never quite hits the headlines is here::
:: dress up jesus - from my charmingly odd friend jeff, who wanted me to mention he doesn't hate christians, he just has a since of humor as twisted as mine...::
::be nice to penguins, darnit::
:: urban legends, the scholarly take. recommended by my guy ::
[::..nowhere did i claim that i was normal..::]
[::...neither are most of the people i know, but normal's boring, anyway..::]
:: my guy. his friends call him a charming booger, i think you'll see why. (and yes the redhead is me)::
:: nikki,who puts her writings and rantings here,actually trusted me to come up with a cool tagline for this link. ::
:: emily, a friend from school who writes very nifty angsty poems.::
:: dru, who is still ignoring the fact that those of us without lj's can't be on his friends list, has a demented pic of himself here.::
:: greg, my old assistant manager's short lived flirtation with blogger. i've broken this link at his request.::
:: kari, my step sister, who hasn't updated this in a while now.::
:: dara, my old roomate and one of the people i'm happiest i knowwho has finally given my the link bug her to add her new poems, "none of your business" rocks!::
:: joanna, who has abandoned geocities for an LJ. bah. i still like my blog ::
:: my mom. who will have a better page for her product as soon as we figure out the details and i make it for her::
:: jason, my ex coworker who has since ran away to arizona, has his art work up here::
:: my dad, this is from his business page, but there's a decent picture of him.::
:: james, full of shit but writes pretty good music, has his band's web page here.::
:: my friend steve discets movies, and actually links back to me yeah!, here.::
:: jill, aka penelope, the sister that embarasses my old district manager. most recently seen talking about her implants in the November issue of Jane.::
[::..speak up! there's a forum for everyone, here's a few of the more interesting one's i've found..::]
:: Scarleteen Forums, enlightened, alt. lifesyle friendly sex ed.::
:: hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. almost everything under and including the sun is discussed here. douglas adams won't soon be forgotten.::
:: pro scurvy. i don't know if they're serious. it's strangely facinating, tho, somehow...::
:: The Thin (and reinvented at a new address) Page, an interesting subculture lives here. please don't flame them and eat bandwith, ok? they've heard it all already..::
:: Marigold, add 1 part sleepover and 2 parts political rally to blender with dash canadian accent. mix. enjoy...::
:: lord of the rings gaming forum. geeky? yes. fun? infinately so....::
:: Blogger Forum, fix your code...::
::.starting now.........::

:: Friday ::

i cut all my hair off again. and it's blonder. just thought i'd share....
:: 12/27/2002 12:24:00 PM [+] ::
had a good christmas eve with friends. had a quiet christmas with the guy. missed my family and wanted to go "home" but it was an ok day. talked to dara for awhile, that always cheers me up. why do people buy me chocolate when i'm trying to stop gaining weight? oh well, chocolate is good in small quantities........

the job doesn't suck. the job hunt is going slowly. i've sold more than 10 times what they pay me in a year (after tax, anyway) in the 2ish months i've been there. i think i need to go sell where the commission is better or the environment isn't retail. but i'll get there eventually so it's ok for now. will hone my schmoozing skills work on choking back my tendency to get angry at people who call me honey-babe-dear-doll-hon etc who aren't my family/close friends/my guy. for some reason that drives me batshit, especially since i'm wearing a name tag darn it. if you mispronounce my name that's one thing, but when my name is on my sleeve don't make one up for me. argh. .......anyway......
still working on the non profit thing. i think that it will be my ticket out of sales. i like sales...but it's kind of a hollow thing. it would be nice to get more than a paycheck and the trill of the sell out of my job. besides, sales seems slimy to many people, and i'm not a slimy sales person so that drives me nuts. although i did have to root for brian on survivor, slimy car sales techniques and all, just out of professional respect. the fact that he never got caught blew my mind.

:: 12/27/2002 12:23:00 PM [+] ::
:: Sunday ::
so i can figure out most other things, but clicking on something cool and choosing "view source code" is aparently not useful in fixing ftp
:: 12/01/2002 09:18:00 PM [+] ::
so i haven't fixed it yet....
:: 12/01/2002 09:16:00 PM [+] ::
so many things have happened in the last few weeks. i hardly know where to start.

job: at bloomingdales. in menswear. selling expensive crap to yuppies and battling sharky coworkers. or not batteling them. they want to fight. i just want to do my damn job. well...that's what i wanted. now i want to kick them then get back to doing my job. i'm good at this job but i am beginning to hate it. so.........one of my customers wants to hire me to sell advertizing for the new york times. i hope it works out. i really think that that would be a cool job. much better than bloomingdales. no excalators to eat my shirt. dont' ask. it was embarassing. but at least i got a new shirt.

home: my apartment was robed. lost my computer. phil's digi-camera, a bunch of his mother's jewlry and other random stuff. i still don't sleep well. i'm apartment hunting. i'm writing this from a new computer b/c my dad rescued me. i know he won't always be able to do that, but it's really great to know that it is a possibility, that i do have that extra bit of saftey there. i don't have the words to really express how great that feeling is. thanks dad.

life: i'm in perpetual transition. ask me in a week. g'nite.

:: 12/01/2002 09:15:00 PM [+] ::

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