::............... inhabit corners.::

proxemics is the study of how people interact with and relate to the inanamate objects in the spaces they inhabit. relationship proxemics is anthrobabble applied to my life.
:: talk to me:my corner: book reviews(fixed, so click here!):my list collection::
[::..just me..::]
[::penguin from suse::]
[::..there are some seriously weird things online, other than me darn it, check out some of the more intersting ones..::]
:: freebozz electric - yeah zork!::
::info and petition about the armenian genocide. my brother pointed this out ::
:: the spark, take quizes, waste time, and read about some really weird experiments. very cool excpet for the gender quiz which called me a guy::
::stick figure death theatre recomended by movie steve::
:: this guy is selling imortality for free. creepy fun ::
:: gag gifts such as toxic waste candy are found here::
:: the fun stuff that never quite hits the headlines is here::
:: dress up jesus - from my charmingly odd friend jeff, who wanted me to mention he doesn't hate christians, he just has a since of humor as twisted as mine...::
::be nice to penguins, darnit::
:: urban legends, the scholarly take. recommended by my guy ::
[::..nowhere did i claim that i was normal..::]
[::...neither are most of the people i know, but normal's boring, anyway..::]
:: my guy. his friends call him a charming booger, i think you'll see why. (and yes the redhead is me)::
:: nikki,who puts her writings and rantings here,actually trusted me to come up with a cool tagline for this link. ::
:: emily, a friend from school who writes very nifty angsty poems.::
:: dru, who is still ignoring the fact that those of us without lj's can't be on his friends list, has a demented pic of himself here.::
:: greg, my old assistant manager's short lived flirtation with blogger. i've broken this link at his request.::
:: kari, my step sister, who hasn't updated this in a while now.::
:: dara, my old roomate and one of the people i'm happiest i knowwho has finally given my the link bug her to add her new poems, "none of your business" rocks!::
:: joanna, who has abandoned geocities for an LJ. bah. i still like my blog ::
:: my mom. who will have a better page for her product as soon as we figure out the details and i make it for her::
:: jason, my ex coworker who has since ran away to arizona, has his art work up here::
:: my dad, this is from his business page, but there's a decent picture of him.::
:: james, full of shit but writes pretty good music, has his band's web page here.::
:: my friend steve discets movies, and actually links back to me yeah!, here.::
:: jill, aka penelope, the sister that embarasses my old district manager. most recently seen talking about her implants in the November issue of Jane.::
[::..speak up! there's a forum for everyone, here's a few of the more interesting one's i've found..::]
:: Scarleteen Forums, enlightened, alt. lifesyle friendly sex ed.::
:: hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. almost everything under and including the sun is discussed here. douglas adams won't soon be forgotten.::
:: pro scurvy. i don't know if they're serious. it's strangely facinating, tho, somehow...::
:: The Thin (and reinvented at a new address) Page, an interesting subculture lives here. please don't flame them and eat bandwith, ok? they've heard it all already..::
:: Marigold, add 1 part sleepover and 2 parts political rally to blender with dash canadian accent. mix. enjoy...::
:: lord of the rings gaming forum. geeky? yes. fun? infinately so....::
:: Blogger Forum, fix your code...::
::.starting now.........::

:: Sunday ::

i hate that moment between decition and action. i already thought before i decided so i don't need to do more of that or i'll just second guess myself. the waiting seems pointless and it stinks. i want it to be thursday already so i can go register. bah. if i had any less to do i'd use a personal day to go take care of it tomorrow.
:: 8/25/2002 11:14:00 PM [+] ::
:: Saturday ::
so you're probably wondering why i'm talking about changing jobs.......i'm not sure actually. there are a lot of reasons and not all of them make sence even to me. i just have this deep seated feeling that i'm a brillient 2nd in command, the best any organization could ask for no mater what they're asking me to do...but that once i'm the one in charge i get lost in the details and forget to refocus every so often to see if the details i'm stuck in are productive ones. that and i need a carreer, not just a job.
:: 8/24/2002 08:58:00 PM [+] ::
done some looking and aparently it's relatively easy to get started as an agent because the a)low pay b)lower than expected glamor factor and c)long hours scare most people off within the first year. at least that's what my research tells me. also, there's a certificate program for arts management offered on a continuing education basis at the colege i went to....for about 400 a class.....they don't necessarily want the whole certificate to become an agent but i'm sure a class or three would look good...hm..............i'm used to low pay, i'm used to long hours, and i'm not looking for glamor. i'm just looking for a larger way to sell books. going to call purchase on monday. see what they're offering this spring. i think i've got a plan. not that i ever follow my plans but having one generally gets me moving. ready. set. go.
:: 8/24/2002 08:56:00 PM [+] ::
:: Thursday ::
i want to be a literay agent. i wonder how they get their jobs.
:: 8/22/2002 11:50:00 PM [+] ::
:: Saturday ::
back in westchester. still way to busy for my own good. have a silly meeting this weekend but at least i get to play blackjack. speaking of which, check out the wizard of odds if you plan to play, and there's a tutorial at black jack info if you need the practice. so says my dad anyway, and he tends to win, so i'm definately listning. anyway....had a neat reunion, saw a pretty nifty small zoo in stevensville that my cousin peter works at as a guide and pets lions at just because he can, talked to my cousin spencer, something i've never bothered doing before for some reason. was probably too busy being a kid. it was strange in a good way to be one of the ones watching the little kids swimming instead of one of the little kids swimming. i think my guy was probably bored stiff but he hid it admirably. had lunch with my grama and mom and joe the next day, which was actually more fun than the runion but that's only because i knew everyones name....ha ha ha. time to go practice, i'm leaving way to early tomorrow......
:: 8/17/2002 06:14:00 PM [+] ::
:: Friday ::
still in wilson. had a busy day yesterday, but that's a good thing. had lunch with my dad, went book shopping and out to dinner with nicole. went for a walk with beth. played pool with dan and ffej and jay and nicole and had coffee and dennys and watched some of galdiator (i fell asleep on nicole's couch so i missd a bunch - remember i'd been up since the day before) with nicole dan and ffej. i don't sit home much here when i can find people. i come back here for the people, not for my empty house. now if only tony would call me that would be rather nifty. but i'm not getting my hopes up, he never calls.
:: 8/09/2002 11:51:00 AM [+] ::
:: Thursday ::
new links! new stuff! and bubble wrap to pop! let me know if it doesn't work, ok?
:: 8/08/2002 01:07:00 PM [+] ::
my brother is actually being political....a little. one of his favorite bands, system of a down, has a link from their webpage to a site that has a petition about the armenian genocide. even if you don't sign such things it's definately interesting. check it out i'll add it to my links list later, i'm thinking there will be a lot of new links soon...
:: 8/08/2002 10:29:00 AM [+] ::
:: Wednesday ::
as i realize that in the movie the shoes were red and i'm probably the only one who's enough of a geek to have read the book lately....i'll go shopping for ruby shoes instead of silver. maybe if i click them together i'll find out where home is.

traveling days are the best and worst part of vacation all rolled up in one. all of that potential is lying in front of you and things are not certain yet which makes them exciting...but there's the whole schleping stuff and having to keep an eye on your watch and last minute details which makes it annoying. it's not work or vaction really, which makes it strange.

:: 8/07/2002 01:48:00 PM [+] ::
:: Tuesday ::
i'm going to wilson tomorrow. i'll be there on thursday morning. it's a good thing but a strange thing. *this* isn't home. neither is *that*. and when i go back and forth it intensifies that feeling. home is where my toothbrush is, i guess. but if my toothbrush is in my pocketbook then what? home is where the heart is.....um ok...but my guy is *here* and my family is *there* and my friends are in both places. so that is problematic as well. maybe i should go buy some silver shoes.........hm.......yeah.....if nothing else it always cheers me up to shop for shoes.

note to self - cooking without a recipe=good food.....baking without a recipe=messy kitchen and no food. aparenlty there's some evil gnome in the oven who doesn't like inexact things

:: 8/06/2002 10:33:00 PM [+] ::
:: Thursday ::
turns out my toe isn't broken, just sprained. which means it will heal quicker and i dont' have to worry about it ending up crooked. both very good things.
:: 8/01/2002 10:39:00 PM [+] ::

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