::............... inhabit corners.::proxemics is the study of how people interact with and relate to the inanamate objects in the spaces they inhabit. relationship proxemics is anthrobabble applied to my life.
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:: Sunday ::
i hate that moment between decition and action. i already thought before i decided so i don't need to do more of that or i'll just second guess myself. the waiting seems pointless and it stinks. i want it to be thursday already so i can go register. bah. if i had any less to do i'd use a personal day to go take care of it tomorrow.:: Saturday ::
so you're probably wondering why i'm talking about changing jobs.......i'm not sure actually. there are a lot of reasons and not all of them make sence even to me. i just have this deep seated feeling that i'm a brillient 2nd in command, the best any organization could ask for no mater what they're asking me to do...but that once i'm the one in charge i get lost in the details and forget to refocus every so often to see if the details i'm stuck in are productive ones. that and i need a carreer, not just a job.
done some looking and aparently it's relatively easy to get started as an agent because the a)low pay b)lower than expected glamor factor and c)long hours scare most people off within the first year. at least that's what my research tells me. also, there's a certificate program for arts management offered on a continuing education basis at the colege i went to....for about 400 a class.....they don't necessarily want the whole certificate to become an agent but i'm sure a class or three would look good...hm..............i'm used to low pay, i'm used to long hours, and i'm not looking for glamor. i'm just looking for a larger way to sell books. going to call purchase on monday. see what they're offering this spring. i think i've got a plan. not that i ever follow my plans but having one generally gets me moving. ready. set. go.:: Thursday ::
i want to be a literay agent. i wonder how they get their jobs.:: Saturday ::
back in westchester. still way to busy for my own good. have a silly meeting this weekend but at least i get to play blackjack. speaking of which, check out the wizard of odds if you plan to play, and there's a tutorial at black jack info if you need the practice. so says my dad anyway, and he tends to win, so i'm definately listning. anyway....had a neat reunion, saw a pretty nifty small zoo in stevensville that my cousin peter works at as a guide and pets lions at just because he can, talked to my cousin spencer, something i've never bothered doing before for some reason. was probably too busy being a kid. it was strange in a good way to be one of the ones watching the little kids swimming instead of one of the little kids swimming. i think my guy was probably bored stiff but he hid it admirably. had lunch with my grama and mom and joe the next day, which was actually more fun than the runion but that's only because i knew everyones name....ha ha ha. time to go practice, i'm leaving way to early tomorrow......:: Friday ::
still in wilson. had a busy day yesterday, but that's a good thing. had lunch with my dad, went book shopping and out to dinner with nicole. went for a walk with beth. played pool with dan and ffej and jay and nicole and had coffee and dennys and watched some of galdiator (i fell asleep on nicole's couch so i missd a bunch - remember i'd been up since the day before) with nicole dan and ffej. i don't sit home much here when i can find people. i come back here for the people, not for my empty house. now if only tony would call me that would be rather nifty. but i'm not getting my hopes up, he never calls.:: Thursday ::
new links! new stuff! and bubble wrap to pop! let me know if it doesn't work, ok?
my brother is actually being political....a little. one of his favorite bands, system of a down, has a link from their webpage to a site that has a petition about the armenian genocide. even if you don't sign such things it's definately interesting. check it out i'll add it to my links list later, i'm thinking there will be a lot of new links soon...:: Wednesday ::
as i realize that in the movie the shoes were red and i'm probably the only one who's enough of a geek to have read the book lately....i'll go shopping for ruby shoes instead of silver. maybe if i click them together i'll find out where home is.:: Tuesday ::
i'm going to wilson tomorrow. i'll be there on thursday morning. it's a good thing but a strange thing. *this* isn't home. neither is *that*. and when i go back and forth it intensifies that feeling. home is where my toothbrush is, i guess. but if my toothbrush is in my pocketbook then what? home is where the heart is.....um ok...but my guy is *here* and my family is *there* and my friends are in both places. so that is problematic as well. maybe i should go buy some silver shoes.........hm.......yeah.....if nothing else it always cheers me up to shop for shoes.:: Thursday ::
turns out my toe isn't broken, just sprained. which means it will heal quicker and i dont' have to worry about it ending up crooked. both very good things.
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