::............... inhabit corners.::

proxemics is the study of how people interact with and relate to the inanamate objects in the spaces they inhabit. relationship proxemics is anthrobabble applied to my life.
:: talk to me:my corner: book reviews(fixed, so click here!):my list collection::
[::..just me..::]
[::penguin from suse::]
[::..there are some seriously weird things online, other than me darn it, check out some of the more intersting ones..::]
:: freebozz electric - yeah zork!::
::info and petition about the armenian genocide. my brother pointed this out ::
:: the spark, take quizes, waste time, and read about some really weird experiments. very cool excpet for the gender quiz which called me a guy::
::stick figure death theatre recomended by movie steve::
:: this guy is selling imortality for free. creepy fun ::
:: gag gifts such as toxic waste candy are found here::
:: the fun stuff that never quite hits the headlines is here::
:: dress up jesus - from my charmingly odd friend jeff, who wanted me to mention he doesn't hate christians, he just has a since of humor as twisted as mine...::
::be nice to penguins, darnit::
:: urban legends, the scholarly take. recommended by my guy ::
[::..nowhere did i claim that i was normal..::]
[::...neither are most of the people i know, but normal's boring, anyway..::]
:: my guy. his friends call him a charming booger, i think you'll see why. (and yes the redhead is me)::
:: nikki,who puts her writings and rantings here,actually trusted me to come up with a cool tagline for this link. ::
:: emily, a friend from school who writes very nifty angsty poems.::
:: dru, who is still ignoring the fact that those of us without lj's can't be on his friends list, has a demented pic of himself here.::
:: greg, my old assistant manager's short lived flirtation with blogger. i've broken this link at his request.::
:: kari, my step sister, who hasn't updated this in a while now.::
:: dara, my old roomate and one of the people i'm happiest i knowwho has finally given my the link bug her to add her new poems, "none of your business" rocks!::
:: joanna, who has abandoned geocities for an LJ. bah. i still like my blog ::
:: my mom. who will have a better page for her product as soon as we figure out the details and i make it for her::
:: jason, my ex coworker who has since ran away to arizona, has his art work up here::
:: my dad, this is from his business page, but there's a decent picture of him.::
:: james, full of shit but writes pretty good music, has his band's web page here.::
:: my friend steve discets movies, and actually links back to me yeah!, here.::
:: jill, aka penelope, the sister that embarasses my old district manager. most recently seen talking about her implants in the November issue of Jane.::
[::..speak up! there's a forum for everyone, here's a few of the more interesting one's i've found..::]
:: Scarleteen Forums, enlightened, alt. lifesyle friendly sex ed.::
:: hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. almost everything under and including the sun is discussed here. douglas adams won't soon be forgotten.::
:: pro scurvy. i don't know if they're serious. it's strangely facinating, tho, somehow...::
:: The Thin (and reinvented at a new address) Page, an interesting subculture lives here. please don't flame them and eat bandwith, ok? they've heard it all already..::
:: Marigold, add 1 part sleepover and 2 parts political rally to blender with dash canadian accent. mix. enjoy...::
:: lord of the rings gaming forum. geeky? yes. fun? infinately so....::
:: Blogger Forum, fix your code...::
[::..archive..::]
::.starting now.........::

:: Tuesday ::

here's a short allegory that popped into my head lately, wether or not you choose to see it as connected to my reality is up to you
hobbled
there's a challange in front of me. a huge obstacle course i have to lead my team accross. that's ok, i love a challange. i'm not sure quite where the end of it is, but they have promiced me a map so i'm not very worried. as long as i know how to get there i'm sure i can pull my team through. they always give new team leaders the map right off the bat. wait a moment here...why are my hands handcuffed together. looking down, i see they have also shackled my feet. that's ok. i love a challange. as long as i get a map i can still pull my team through. all the other team leaders are gathered around a large copy of the map, they are going over the route with them to be sure they know where they're going. they are giving the other team leaders the directions they need to get to the end. i can see a corner of the map from here, enough to kind of get my bearings. i don't get a map for some reason, i'm overlooked. that's ok, i love a challange. my team and the other's are being timed, not racing each other, but all racing the clock to finish in an acceptable time frame. i'm the only one wearing handcuffs. i'm the only one shackled, too. can't they see that this makes it harder for me to get my team accross the obstacles? don't they know that i'm not even sure where i'm going, let alone how to get there? oh well, i love a challange. we'll make it through this anyway. as i try to navigate the obstacles, handcuffed and shackled and clueless as to where they lead, i loose some of my team mates along the way. they can't deal with my constant backtracking and second guessing myself. they dont' want to follow someone who doens't know where she's leading them. they're tired and sore and they're not having fun with this mess. that's ok....no it's not ok. but it's what they have decided upon. they must be right, they set these courses up all the time. if i get to the end in time they will undo my shackles. if i find the way out of this mess they'll give me the map.
:: 5/21/2002 01:25:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday ::
i have three less employees today than i did yesterday. i hate loosing people. even the ones who need to be gotten rid of. i keep mistakenly hoping i can train them or something. i'm too nice. i think people can change more than they really can. i'm kind of stupid that way. it makes me a less than wonderful boss, i think, this unwillingness to fire people unless i'm practically forced by my hr department. and i still don't really do it, i find a way to outsource them, i set them up with interviews for their next job, i write them letters of reference. i cover for them when their next job calls by saying they quit. today one person quit. two i had to fire b/c they wouldn't quit and save me the trouble. this is my least favorite part of my job. nevermind the blood thristy piranah like customers....this is the part that i hate.
:: 5/02/2002 11:55:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday ::
aparently you're not supposed to change for people. i didn't know that. i mean, i know you don't fundamentally change who you are for people, but i was under the mistaken impression that you are supposed to change the surfase stuff to make the people you care about happy. if that's not how you make people smile what is? i'm lost...............
:: 5/01/2002 08:44:00 PM [+] ::
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